Culture Shock???

Well, I just got back from America about 2 weeks ago, and this is my first post in English :p I hope I haven't forgotten my English yet. After the re-orientation and everything, in not even a week my school started. I was scared and so confused, because I have to go to school with the students who were the juniors when I was a senior (they are all younger than me). It made me scared, I barely talked to them, but now I have to be in the same class with them and see them everyday. Oh, and the teachers! I doubt they still remember me or not, and it's gonna be hard for me because all the classes in Indonesia is more difficult than in America. They way they teach is also different. The school... the school that I used to go to... with my friends, the same school. Is it gonna be the same? Or it's not gonna be the fun, the awesome, and the unforgettable school that I used to looove so much??

Everybody was talking about culture shock or readjustment that I'm gonna have at least the first 2 weeks. Alhamdulillah, I only had jetlag for 5 days (I know it's long, haha), and the rest of it... fits perfectly for me. I can eat all the food I missed so much, do all the things I loved to do, and the best thing : see everyone I love again. There are tons of different things that I was scared to face because it's sooo different. But, oh yeah I didn't have any problem at all!!! Thank you for everyone who has shared all of their experiences to me so I could be prepared when I get back. It works so well, I just feel the same like a year ago eventhough I have changed. A lot. Probably you won't see it, but my perspective and my viewpoint of things is a lot different. I wish I won't get in trouble because of it though :)

First day wasn't so bad AT ALL. Everybody was sooo nice and welcome to me. It didn't take me that long to get settled back again. To feel like home again. To love my school again. Second day, third day, and the next days... I love it more and more. There was a time I felt angry to the teachers because the way they teach is not the same. It's not right in my "America's" opinion. But that makes me think to start doing something, start changing things to be better. It's my job, it's my responsibility. And from now on, I won't even have time to think because I have to do a lot of things to face all the tests and exam before I graduate. I missed it actually, be busy and get involved in everything. I hope it's not bad, and I hope this year is gonna be another "THE BEST YEAR IN MY LIFE" :))